So tomorrow I am leaving to start the first leg of my journey - India. I'm terrified and excited, oscillating between the two to the point where to be honest I just feel a bit sick. I have packed too much, obviously, but I don't know what to take out, and taking 6 books seems excessive but at the same time not enough. I guess I will just figure these things out as I go. I don't think I've forgotten anything too important, and that's the main thing. Anything else I can pick up/send home as I go.
It has been such a long and difficult road to even get here that I feel I should be unreservedly excited which is just not the case (like I said, part of me is sick from fear), and that in turn makes me feel ungrateful and like maybe it wasn't worth all the trouble and pain that has gone into organising this trip. I am going to miss everyone so much. But I am hoping that, as is usually the case, good things follow bad ones. And if nothing else, I will come back with an excellent tan.
See you all in July - lots of love,
Amy xxxxxxx <3
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